Without waiting for unflinching strength to peerlessly
enshroud my arms; if I plunged head-on into the
ferociously beheading battlefield; then the aftermath
of it would be; ignominiously crippling defeat;
instead,
Without waiting for priceless empathy to selflessly
encircle the periphery of my eyes; if I galloped on an
inexhaustible mission to embrace every echelon of
brutally tyrannized humanity; then the aftermath of it
would be; hapless disintegration into gruesomely cruel
nothingness; instead,
Without waiting for fructifying thoughts to
brilliantly spawn in my brain; if I commenced to write
the most literary Herculean epic of my time; then the
aftermath of it would be; baseless balderdash
raunchily perspiring from everywhere; instead,
Without waiting for triumphant melody to fantastically
brew up my throat; if I started to perpetuate every
cranny of the fathomless Universe with a celestially
enchanting song; then the aftermath of it would be; a
corpse of indescribably cacophonic ghoulishness;
instead,
Without waiting for effulgent smiles to uninhibitedly
the contours of my lips; if I chivalrously tried to
disseminate the essence of true conviviality amidst
every disparagingly beleaguered organism on this
planet; then the aftermath of it would be; a
cloudburst of tears erupting at every step that I
took; instead,
Without waiting for indispensable hunger to
reverberate from the hollow of my stomach; if I
devoured every sumptuously succulent delicacy on this
boundless earth; then the aftermath of it would be; a
vomit with such ghastly rebuke which would horridly
desecrate the purest of soils; instead,
Without waiting for sleep to wholesomely relinquish my
eyes; if I commenced to segregate the quintessential
needle from the fecklessly looming haystack; then the
aftermath of it would be; every trace of holistic
sanctity metamorphosing into tawdrily suffocating
deliriousness; instead,
Without waiting for blood to ecstatically rush through
my veins; if I drifted into the valley of
unsurpassably timeless adventure; then the aftermath
of it would be; deterioration into a gutter of inanely
fatigued meaninglessness; instead,
Without waiting for blazing truth to unrestrictedly
permeate my conscience; if I indefatigably proceeded
to teach the chapters of symbiotic humanity; then the
aftermath of it would be; being brutally charred to
the dungeons of hell; instead,
Without waiting for jubilant virility to consummately
bless my persona; if I attempted to procreate the
countless of own living kind; then the aftermath of it
would be; delinquently choking stagnation forever and
ever and ever; instead,
Without waiting for the waves of perennial contentment
to endow my soul; if I tried to miraculously mitigate
the suffering of every wounded soldier on this globe;
then the aftermath of it would be; every bit of benign
goodness transforming into sadistically cannibalistic
blood; instead,
Without waiting for passion to tower high and handsome
into my fingers; if I tried to blissfully sketch every
inch of the Lord’s panoramically boundless creation;
then the aftermath of it would be; egregiously
amorphous skeletons wailing till times immemorial;
instead,
Without waiting for a surreal yawn to wonderfully
besiege my mouth; if I tried to timelessly snore under
my silken nocturnal quilt; then the aftermath of it
would be; a night of wretchedly maniacal and
diabolical desperation; instead,
Without waiting for the rhythm of marvelous pragmatism
to wholesomely drape my senses; if I started to solve
the inexplicably carcinogenic riddles of every
dwelling in acrimonious despair; then the aftermath of
it would be; vanishing like a frigid whisker even
before uttering a singleton word; instead,
Without waiting for naturally inevitable pressure
pounding on my bowels; if I tried to expurgate in such
a way that I would never ever have to go to the
lavatory for a lifetime; then the aftermath of it
would be; the mortuary of insanity galore dissolving
me into cadaverous emptiness; instead,
Without waiting for hair to extrude from my scalp and
skin; if I valiantly subjected myself to the winds of
the chilliest of winter; then the aftermath of it
would be; forlornly fretting in uncontrollably
emaciating pneumonia for the remainder of my life;
instead,
Without waiting for inferno’s of seductively untamed
passion to royally enslave my silhouette; if I leapt
out to ignite desire into every disconsolately
decrepit organism on unceasing earth; then the
aftermath of it would be; jailhouses of sleazy
infertility reigning mockingly supreme; instead,
Without waiting for my lungs to harmoniously sing for
quintessential oxygen; if I tried to inhale every bit
of synergistically emollient air on the trajectory of
this limitless Universe; then the aftermath of it
would be; a ludicrously inflated balloon ready to
burst into an infinite bits of infinitesimal
stupidity; instead,
And without waiting for my heart to compassionately
throb within my chest; if I tried to bond every of its
beat with the chapters of Immortally insuperable love
in this entire world; then the aftermath of it would
be; vindictively vituperative and unbearable betrayal;
instead…
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